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Finding snippets of creative time

14/11/2019

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​Following on from a previous post, I am wondering if you have made some time to nourish your soul?
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I get antsy if I don't get some creative time, do you? Being mindful of finding time, lead me to this post

So, how do we deal with the necessities of life and fit in art time?
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wait,

let's just sit with that for a minute...



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Of course there are things in life that we must do first, priorities of everyday and family life, but how high on your to do list is scheduling in creative time?
I'm realising that sometimes the reason why I don't find time for my creativity is because I don't treat it as a necessity. In all honesty, the very idea of creativity not being a part of my life, quite literally makes me shudder. I can't imagine my life without it and my mood suffers when I don't keep up my creative practice. So, after all is said and done, creativity is a must for my well-being and therefore, for me, a necessity of life!

So, the question is if creative time is a priority for you and how can we make it part of our day? Further, why is it so hard to make time for it?

Now these are my thoughts that apply to me, but maybe I'm not alone. I have played with how to make this work for me for a long long time. from scheduling it in my diary, to having reminders pop up on my phone, to habit trackers, you name it I've tried it. I tried blocking out a minimum of time I'd like to spend arting in my calendar, but that ended up making me feel worse if I got to the end of the day with no big chunk of creative time in sight. I soon realised too that I am terrible at estimating how much time certain tasks will take and these would eat into my art time if they took longer than expected. So now I am more realistic with blocking out time for tasks so that I don't feel so rushed or pressured.

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Another thing I realised was that my personal boundaries were virtually non existent or sketchy at best when it came to spending time for myself. I wasn't respecting my own time and the value of it but little by little I have re-established my boundaries one step at a time.

For me it started with something as simple as dialogue. If someone asked me to do something for them, instead of jumping in and saying yes to help out, with no regard for my personal calendar, I now ask if I can get back to them with an answer. This has allowed me time to take a breath before committing. 
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Another way is to look at my creative time differently, realise that even 15 minutes can be just as valuable as an hour in some respects. And so I began taking a small art kit to work to play in my art journal during lunch. This was my inspiration to begin my Lunchtime Art Time, which you can read more about here

I'm not saying this is easy, I still struggle at times to make art time part of my day but these small changes have made a huge difference to my mental well-being, my mood and creative practice.  I still list it in my calendar but it is not so defined. I grab whatever time I can to art, in any shape, size or form of art I can get. 


This feeds my soul. What do you do to feed your creative habit? I'd love to know how you fit art into your day and other strategies for setting gentle but firm boundaries around your personal time.
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Reinventing a painting

29/10/2019

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​I did something recently that I have never done before. I renovated a painting.

What started out as a little tweaking ended up being a full repaint of a previously completed and varnished painting.

And that was OK.

I had struggled with this concept of a painting renovation, thinking that the original painting was part of my art story, part of a timeline that I needed to preserve. But isn't it also an important part of my art story that I was able to recognise a piece of artwork that no longer spoke to me and let it go to allow something new and possibly wonderful to emerge?

So how did I come to the decision to paint over this particular painting?

I have quite a stash of paintings ready to be sold after a outpouring of creativity over the past 5 years, and let's be honest, I would rather have them hanging on someone's wall where they can hopefully give some enjoyment than sitting in a cupboard hibernating, so I sat down one day with pen and paper in hand and tried to detach myself from the emotional connection I have with each canvas and clinically look through the eyes of an outsider.
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​The first step was to narrow down my choices. I was mindful of not dwelling too long on this part so I relied on my gut feeling, placing them in two piles. One pile was for the paintings that I was completely happy with. The other pile was for if I felt something was a bit off in the painting. At this stage I didn't ask what that feeling of "offness" was, I just kept going through the pile.

Once this was done, I then went back and really examined each painting objectively, one by one in the questionable pile. With notepad and pen I initially listed what immediately came to mind. Was the focal point off or non existent? Was the colour scheme to my liking? Was I happy with the shape and texture of the subjects? I then began to write in more detail what exactly I didn't like or thought needed tweaking, one painting at a time and what I thought was needed to enhance the piece. 
​So how do you prepare a varnished canvas ready for more layers?
I used spray Satin varnish on this painting so I first removed the varnish by lightly spraying the whole canvas with Atelier Unlocking Formula. This product is primarily used to unlock layers of paint that you would like to re-work. I discovered that it also unlocks thin layers of spray varnish. After letting it sit on the surface for 5 minutes I grabbed a light kitchen scourer (one you use for non stick pans) and lightly scrubbed in a circular motion, all over the surface to loosen the varnish. I then wiped it over with a baby wipe and then sprayed lightly with a mist of water and wiped a clean paper towel to remove as much residue as possible. After letting it dry, I applied a coat of Atelier clear Gesso, I was ready to begin.
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So, with my surface prepared, where to next?
My first step was to build a colour palette, not knowing whether I was going to keep elements of the orginal painting or not. There were definately elements of this painting that still appealed to me, namely the colours in the background so I painted some swatches in my sketchbook and used a palette knife to see how they would look togther.
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So, now to the scary part. What am I saying? Up until now this whole process has been scary.
But I digress....
I needed to let go of the original painting and to take a step that I couldn't go back from I chose this deep red to begin.
Grabbing a small sponge brush i decided to cover up the part that was my least favourite, the white at the top of the canvas.
I have to say that I had my heart in my throat at this stage and I think I may have closed my eyes at the first swipe of colour. But, after that inital fear I relaxed into the process and accepted that there was no going back now.
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Some dripage followed which added some lovely glazes to the underneath. 
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Adding more colours from my chosen palette, my original art work was slowly being covered up but because of the transparency of some of the colours I had chosen, the images were still somewhat visable, and I liked seeing parts of what was underneath. 


At this stage, I was over my initial fears and I was really happy with the colours and way they were blending. I began working on the composition by penciling in the flowers, leaves and stems with a chalk pencil. I wanted to keep the lotus flower theme from the original painting. Then I underpainted with a light lime green made up of the background colours
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​I added more and more layers of colours, pushing and pulling the highlights and shadows, giving the flowers shape and beginning to decide which ones needed to come forward and which ones to push back.







​As I get closer to finishing a painting I usually bring in more dry brushing to add texture and a crispness to some of the elements
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And finally the finished piece.....
When I decided down this road I was filled with apprehension. What if it didn't work? Does this mean I am a throwaway artist? Am I an artist at all if I discard my work? All of these insecurities were sitting on my shoulder through the inital steps.
But this turned out to be a most liberating experience and gave me the confidence to change my mind if I decide something isn't resonating with me, that it was OK and totally my perogative to take this step. I am much happier with the new version and can definitely see my own growth as an artist between the old and new. 
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So if you have the inclination to do reinvent a painting, I'd love to see the before and after and hear what you thought of the process. 
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It's all about nourishing your soul

6/8/2019

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​Well, that was a much longer break between posts than I had anticipated but here I am so let's grab a cuppa and catch up. 
This year feels like I have jumped out of the starting gate before I was really ready.

Strange feeling that, when I thought that I would be more organised, more grounded and much more at ease. Sometimes it doesn't happen that way and in years gone by I would have made the situation worse by continually lamenting on what I had planned to do that never got done, and feeling like I am running frantically behind a train that I'll never catch. Of course, this only takes up more time, adds more anxiety and results in less contentment.

When my Mum was admitted to a high care nursing home due to her worsening dementia, it really made me re-evaluate what was worth spending my precious time and energy on. It encouraged me to look at my life differently, to prioritise and let go of expectations. It hasn't been an easy 2 1/2 years and it still isn't, with a long road ahead, but I would like to think I have learned a lot about myself in that time. I have found an inner strength and resilience I didn't know i had, and an ability to turn my sadness into action at times to be the physical carer that my Mum needs and the support my Dad needs. Life has come full circle and now it is the child caring for the parents, an experience that I am eternally grateful for.

So, what has all this got to do with creativity you ask?

​For a long time I couldn't art the way I used to. Laden with grief and heartache, at times I couldn't even bring myself to put brush to paper, particularly in the first 6 months after my Mum was admitted.

How we deal with grief is different in every single person. But I do know from experience that time taken for self care is imperative. I cherish the precious time with family and friends and this is soul nourishing but for me personally, alone time is where I am able to take a deep breath, time is suspended for just a moment while I ground myself and come back to centre.


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​For me this self care looks like, but is not limited to, a good walk in the sunshine, a coffee in my favourite cafe, time to journal, meditate and having a regular creative practice are all things that nourish my soul and mental well-being. I'm not saying I have this down pat. I struggle with scheduling time for myself, struggle with the guilt of spending time on myself for the sake of it but I do know that if I don't I will fall back down that rabbit hole. ​
So what does self care and soul nourishing look like for you? 
Do you make time for it regularly?

As you know, one of my favourite art practices is my Lunch time Art time and art journaling in my Book of Days. They are my go-to when I my fingers get twitchy to create something. They are my touchstone for a regular check-in with myself, and a visual time line of where I am at and have been. Art is my way of disconnecting with the stresses of my outer world, if only for 15 minutes. Whether it be a quick doodle, a simple mandala, or flinging paint at the page, this is the one art practice that I know will be with me for life. 
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After my recent exhibition with a recycled art theme, I have been playing with art journaling in old magazines. Having the base colours or images on the pages helps to take away the fear of the blank page, allowing me to sit and create art without any pre conceived ideas of where it is going and has become another valuable part of my creative practice. ​

While this particular page is part of my Book of Days lesson, I will be uploading videos on my You Tube channel on my process thoughts on magazine art journaling in the near future

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Fear, trepidation and creativity

12/12/2018

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How often do you sit and look at your art journal page, canvas or sheet of watercolour paper uncertain of where to begin, how to begin or anxious that the vision in your mind will not be translated to your artwork? Whether you have been painting for 5 years or 5 minutes, regardless of whether art is a hobby or profession we all can feel some trepidation when beginning a new project.

This weekend I sat down to work on a couple of portrait commissions for a friend and felt the uncertainty of whether I would live up to hers and my expectations. In that moment before pencil touched the paper, it didn't matter that I have been sketching since I was a young girl, gently being guided by my mothers' experienced hand, encouraged to explore my creativity, and then drawing with abandon each time we sat together. In that moment, it didn't matter that I have been studying and practicing art for the 40-odd years since then. All that my mind focused on in those seconds before I began this commission was the self doubt as to whether I could do it.

Do you encounter that? Do you experience self doubt before beginning projects you are creating for others? 

You are not alone dear one.

​For me this happens whenever I am commissioned to paint a piece, but it can also happen when I sit down to art in my own art journal. Thankfully it doesn't happen all the time, but it does happen, and thankfully the time spent in this trepidation stage is getting shorter.
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 So, how do you embrace this trepidation, face the fear and begin? How does it make you feel, excited, unsettled, anxious?

Well, there are a couple of rituals or routines I have when I sit down to create.  Lighting a candle, burning some incense, putting on my Spotify playlist of Painting Meditation music helps calm my nerves and soothes my soul. Sketching, doodling in my everyday sketchbook or inexpensive sheet of paper loosens the fingers and releases tension. Whether I am in my studio or not these are adaptable for each setting I am in.

This weekend, after another deep breath, I reminded myself that I can do this, that the person who commissioned me already likes my style and my work, otherwise they wouldn't have commissioned me. After a glance at my ample supply of paper I realised that it is only paper and I can easily begin again should it go pear shaped.

In the end, I believed in myself and took the leap. As you can see I still have many layers to go so stay tuned for the finished work.

What do you do to work with and through this initial trepidation and fear? Do you have rituals or routines you perform to calm your nerves? Share them with me. It will only expand on our mutual creativity toolkit and help support each other.

Would you like to read in more detail about my rituals and routines? I'm thinking of sending out a pdf to my subscribers on this topic. Let me know if this interests you and I'll out one together.


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I have my first sale!!

28/11/2018

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I am over the moon at the number of lovely peeps who have visited my site and looked at my offerings since Book of Days 2019 was launched earlier this month. And I am so proud to say that I have received notification of my first ever sale for an online course. To say I am humbled would be an understatement and I am so pleased that my work has inspired someone to learn more. 

Signups through my affiliate link are how I earn money from this offering and I am so grateful for each and every person who takes the time to click through and register your interest and, if I am so lucky, sign up for next year's adventure.


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I am teaching in Books of Days 2019!

22/11/2018

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Lee Clements, Book of Days 2019 guest teacher
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​Did you know I be teaching in Effy Wild's Book of Days 2019?

I am so excited to be a part of this collaboration with a bunch of incredible teachers all with the intention of inspiring you, and encouraging and nurturing your art journal and creative practices.


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    I am a mixed media artist, art journaler who believes in the power of creative expression and who wants nothing more than for you to explore your creativity

    Come with me while I explore how to express my true nature artfully and with kindness and compassion.

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